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Jul. 21st, 2006 @ 01:26 pm Civil war
Read it ya douche bags. Oh and munch a box bitches.

"yeah lets get some burgers...FUR BURGERS!" - neil patrick harris
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Jan. 14th, 2006 @ 10:18 pm Update
Current Mood: Stoic
Current Music: 200 north - Barely Breathing
Alright here's the low down of what's been going on in my life recently. My band is picking up speed, Walter and Warren; mainly warren, have been writing music for the band, I found us a drummer and he knows a bass player. We're gunna jam with them around the end of the month and if they like what we're about hopefully we'll hit the ground running with this project. My lyrics are in the works, don't really have anything of substance yet, but slowly I'm progressing. Currently my focus is on school, I have an english essay, two paintings, a photography assignment, and need to put the finishing touches on my html database for school. After all that is done I will have a weekend to go to a concert in toronto and then I have exams. After exams are done I'll start focusing more on my new classes. I have grade 10 Guitar, weightlifting, challenge and change, and philosophy next semester. shouldn't be too hard.

I'm getting to know a couple girls right now, I like one of them considerably, not going to name any names though. ^.^ I'm mysterious like that. I've patched up some relationships slightly, they're still frayed though, not sure what I plan to do about that. Umm...I think that's just about it, I'm considerably tired right now, however some friends are coming over and we're gunna chill for the night. I guess I'll see you all on the flip side.

"Barely breathing! Watching the sky I'm slowly waiting for an answer. I woke to find, the things I'm searching for won't ever make me human. Black skys circle, I have to take control I have to break the cycle. Before they bind me, I have to blame myself there's no one left to blame but me."
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Dec. 21st, 2005 @ 09:17 pm Guess who's back
Current Mood: Stoic/confused
Current Music: Bush x - Everything zen
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Naw it ain't Eminem, It's clearly 2pac. I've rekindled (sp?) an old relationship and yet plagued by another. I don't know what We're doing anymore, the three of us are all fucked (my brother, Tarek, and I). "To many Whites, not enough kites" if ya get me, but you probably don't, which is probably for the best.

I'm fucked, for real, I need to stop whatever it is I'm doing...or not doing, I'm confusing myself.

Anyways, peace out Negropolis!
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Dec. 11th, 2005 @ 11:48 am I've got an erie feeling today.
Current Mood: stressedFuck, fuck, fuck, shit, fuck.
Current Music: 7 seconds - Take it back, take it on, take it over! (CD)
Fuckin english! It's so much work for the next two weeks, I honestly think Mrs. De Sousa Swan is going over board with the whole "we have a lot to do" phrase.

This is just fuckin rediculous. In the next week I have an essay due and on the same day a test, then a reading log due the next day, then another test wednesday and another test friday. Fuckin bullshit.

"I can't stand around and play along like good dogs do, cuz when i live the lie i know my time here is all through. We all try cutting corners yeah we all prefer the ease..." - 7 seconds - still on it.
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Nov. 2nd, 2005 @ 01:13 pm My vagina has a first name...
Current Mood: Stoic
Current Music: Shai hulud - Ending the perpetual tragedy
Ok...Hectic shit has been going down. First off, fuck the whole industry. Missing the best fucking show of my life (that's coming to ontario) tonight. "Die, die die, tree, tree, tree." I actually did get the job at best buy/future shop in case any of you who don't see me every day were wondering...which I know you weren't. They put my brother and I in separate buildings because of "conflict of interest" which is bullshit cause I take breaks and eat lunch in his building anyways.

The job is shit, completely repetitive and boring. Basically I take items off the shelf and put them in boxes for eight hours.

School has been ok I suppose. Hatred has again struck me in the face. I've made up with some people that I never really talked to before; for stupid reasons. Now I find myself feeling empty and hollow. Started having positive feelings of anti-racism and anti-disrespect. I won't bore you all with that long winded discussion. Umm...I bought a bunch of good cds, bought a couple new shirts, bought some movies...Chilled a lot.

Now I'm going to get some food, a drink, and some kleenex. Ok the kleenex will "come" before the food...as will washing of the hands.

Later my brothers and sisters.

"Brothers and sisters, the time has come for each and every one of you to decide whether you're gonna be the problem, or whether you are going to be the solution."
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Aug. 29th, 2005 @ 07:51 pm From blood to ashes.
Current Mood: Stoic
Current Music: With honor EP
Alright, I feel the obligation to once again inform you all (A.K.A. rob) of what's happened for the past week or two.

I was recently hired by the fine people at A&P, and when I say fine I do not mean kind. I've had two; easy as taking a shit shifts. I've played poker with friends and lost. Went to A laser quest all-nighter and was owned by 4 fuckers who just followed people all the time. Today I went and helped my dads friend move into a new place. I'm not even tired despite the fact that I was doing the most lifting and moving. There was another kid around my age there who didn't even break a sweat, which pissed me off cause my dad, his dad, his uncle, and I were sweating buckets. I may be getting a call from Futureshop/best buy tomorrow for an interview. Apparently they aren't done hiring so I may get some thing there. Which kinda sucks cause I have a job at A&P already, I could always talk to my A&P manager and get him to only schedual me for weekdays and do futureshop on the weekends and Fridays.

I grow increasingly anoyed at the current state of the hardcore scene in canada. Everyone thinks nu-metal is hardcore and I just want to smash their fuckin faces to the floor in retribution for desecrating something so sacred to so many. I've been listening to a lot of different bands recently; hardcore, thrash, grind, metalcore, metal, nu-metal. I've noticed similarities and differences between them all.

Right now I want a drink, so I'm gunna post this and get myself a drink. Have a good one.

"And this is love, actions that undermine the beat in your own heart."
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Jul. 7th, 2005 @ 01:00 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: Stoic
Current Music: A minute till Midnight - Fallen Dawn
Not much to say...trying to find a job (if anyone can hook one up please do I need one so bad.)

Lukasz and I went to sounds of the underground which was pretty fun. We ran into our buddy Robbie there, didn't chill with him much though. We played halo2 with three of the members of Lamb of god. Got my ticket signed by the singer of poison the well. Bought a new shirt (the red chord) and two cds (the red chord's first and modern life is war's second).

I've started working on a database for my father, making a bit of money, but not enough. I wanna get another job because then I can go to work for them and then when I get home I can do an hour or two on the database and make a bit of excess cash.

I don't think there is much else to say, oh if you've got time go to this link:
http://www.battleofthebands.com/battlebak/bb9/bands/aminutetillmidnight/
Vote for the band, listen to the song, even if it's not your style (you could just turn the volume all the way down and let the song play through). I'd really apreciate it, they're a band from Niagra falls Ontario so I'm reppin them.
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May. 31st, 2005 @ 07:08 pm Trying something new.
Current Music: Shai Hulud - Orwell
Don't bother asking what it is cause it's to complicated to explain, just know I'm changing things about me.
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May. 29th, 2005 @ 04:05 pm Next while.
Current Music: Only In Dreams
Ok well I'm going to be spending my lunches in the darkroom, sorry Adam and Warren. The darkroom gives me something to do, lunch just sucks, full of sitting around and doing nothing.

I want summer to come faster, this is so boaring. Hopefully I can go to Kevin's cottage with him this summer, cause I need a change of scenery.

yeah...well...fuck.
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May. 15th, 2005 @ 08:23 pm why?
Current Mood: crushedWith a Boulder.
Current Music: The Number Twelve Looks Like You - Like A Cat.
'cause:

"pedastles that are self made tend to crumble and the spot light fades."

That's why.
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